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This is my panic.

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(no subject)	[Aug. 10th, 2004\|09:27 pm]
New LJ is xPooshamx. Um, I don't know how to link it. Just add me or something.
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(no subject)	[Aug. 10th, 2004\|05:16 pm]
When I was a child in the 80s I thought we'd have flying cars and would tour the moon by 2004. But no, we got men marrying men and crappy Star Wars prequels instead. The future sucks!
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(no subject)	[Aug. 6th, 2004\|07:23 pm]
Today was Fix Bikes Fest 2k4. I got back from work and Preston was outside messing with a bike and I was all, I WANT ONE and he said there was that one Russell would sell me for cheap so I fixed it after much brainbending and now I have a bike to ride. Wee.
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I can't wait till I get home to pass the time in my room alone

[Aug. 6th, 2004|01:40 pm]

[	Current Mood	\|	discontent	]
[	Current Music	\|	Underoath - A Love So Pure	]

Yes, that lyric is from Blink 182. We listened to Enema of the State the entire time I was at work, and that song was on repeat about half that time. It was a trial in endurance and now the thing is stuck in my head. Kill me now.

My internet has been sucking lately. The cable keeps going out and it is mega slow, and Preston was messing with the network wireless stuff and that screwed things up more for me. Now things go super slow. I'm sad.

I haven't talked to Mya in a long time, and it really sucks. It's just that every day that goes by that I don't call her, it just gets harder and harder to call. I also don't know what we would talk about, and for some reason it feels like it would be wierd. I dunno. I fail.

Doom 3 is good. Like, REAL good. I don't care if everyone says it's a step backwards in terms of AI or game design or any of that. It's a fun game where I can shoot the crap out of stuff, while being totally creeped out by blood all over the walls and huge pinky demons bursting out of doors while red sirens go off casting dynamic shadows all over the place.

I set up my 5.1 speakers on my computer and it's really cool to hear music and games and stuff all around me. I like stuff like that. It also gets hugely loud and when I was testing it my roomates were like WHAT'S GOING ON WHY ARE YOU SO LOUD TURN IT DOWN!!!

I miss you. /emo

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(no subject)	[Aug. 4th, 2004\|04:42 pm]
Doom 3. Scary beyond reason. Must play more.
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Raw Rock Kills. Get Ready To Die.

[Aug. 3rd, 2004|02:41 pm]

[	Current Mood	\|	awake	]
[	Current Music	\|	Scarlet - The Mannequin Campaign	]

You would think a lot has happened since my last post, but I can't think of a thing.

Bill finally moved in. Totally freaked me out this morning when I was going to the bathroom because I didn't expect music to be coming from that room. Welcome to the HCB family Bill-san.

Harold and Kumar is one of the funnier movies in recent memory. It ranks up there with Anchorman and Dodgeball.

Work sucks. As usual. Haley (is that the right spelling) started Monday, and she's cool and everyone seems to like her. I am scheduled for over 40 hours this week and don't have a day off, so they made me go home early, which didn't bother me because Doom 3 comes out today.

But EB didn't have it. Those wankers said their shipment gets there tomorrow, even though everywhere else got it 3 days ago. It's the Law of Reservations (invented by me). Wherever I reserve a game, it won't be in until a day later than where I could have reserved it.

I went and played bingo at Mazzio's with Jada. Apparantly I suck at the game, even though it is all luck based. I then got kicked out because I wasn't a paying customer. Oh well, I had better things to do...like watch movies with my roomates.

I talked to Deborah for like 20 minutes today and we caught up on what's been going on in each other's lives. Her end sucks, and my end sucks, so we are gonna be emo together or something.

I'm in a productive mood. I will clean my room.

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[Aug. 2nd, 2004|11:49 pm]

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Evergreen Terrace - Manifestations of Anger

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When the one forum I visit goes down, I have nothing to do on the internet. I sit at my computer and read and sometimes post on this ONE FORUM AND IT GOES DOWN ON THE MOST BORING NIGHT EVER!!!

Tonight was lame. Mya was supposed to come over but her mom was accusing her of stealing 400 dollars from the store so she couldn't come over tonight. I ended up playing Sonic 2 with Preston by trading lives, but I suck at it and he doesn't, so I ended up watching him play until the game glitched up hardcore style.

We then played some 4 swords and I was having a good time and I assume everyone else but Steveo was too, because he was like THIS IS GAY I QUIT! and everyone else was all like, whatever you suck.

Had a talk with my roomates about stuff, and turns out they knew lots of stuff all along too, they just didn't tell me, which is totally lame. If people would just inform me about stuff my life wouldn't be so complicated.

I washed my sheets so now I will have dreams about smelling flowers or something. Gotta get up at 8 in the morning to work. I hope no one is parked behind me. I should play some Tales of Symphonia because I haven't touched the game in a week, but I'm so hyped for Doom 3 that I can't bring myself to get involved in any other game for some reason. I ate so much food today I feel like a big fat guy. I should go run it off or something.

And Jada is officially the coolest girl I know. She wins at life. And Cowan sucks. I told him to have my camera at my house by 6. I told him at 3. He said ok. 6 rolls around and he isn't here, but the guy I'm letting borrow the camera is. What a loser.

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Maybe if you were LASER JESUS!!!

[Aug. 2nd, 2004|01:16 am]

[	Current Mood	\|	restless	]
[	Current Music	\|	Bleeding Through - Love Lost in a Hail of Gunfire	]

I'm very happy that I was able to work things out with Mya. I was so scared that I had screwed up too bad for her to forgive me, but she was cool with it. She considers us even because she basically did the same to me back in November. She refers to this guy she knows as her friend. Imean, I'm not jealous or anything, but I would like for her to be a little less mysterious about stuff. When I call and get the response, "I'm hanging out with my friend," with no mention of names or something, I get a little anxious. It's not like I can do anything about it because we aren't dating, but I'm a little wierd about stuff like that.

I got Haley a job at McAlister's. Drew would like to think it's his doing, but the GM called Haley directly after I said something to her, so I win. And she owes me ice cream. mmm.

Doom 3 comes out next week. Today I went to the mall with Cowan and traded in some games so I could help pay for the game come Tuesday. I meant to go get my lisence back but I forgot.

I also meant to go to the Cellular South store because the display on my phone is going out. Deborah has the same phone as I and her display is all the way gone, so I figure I might try to save it. If not, I will be getting a new phone shortly. This one has lasted almost a year, and that's good. I want a phone I can play mp3 ringtones or something. Or at least one that the company supports so I can download polyphonic tones that don't suck.

At work me and the two Drews became food terrorists. Tip: Don't come to McAlister's after 9:30. It's for your own health. Seriously.

I can't stop listening to this Bleeding Through cd. It's just amazing.

I feel really bad for what happened to Haley, and it's one of those situations where I just wish I could do something to help, but anything I do would just be nothing in the grand scheme, so I'm like, bleh. She still owes me ice cream though.

[EDIT] Haley, you need to hear the lyrics to this song by Bleeding Through. It's funny.

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Open Your Eyes

[Aug. 1st, 2004|03:36 am]

[	Current Mood	\|	shocked	]
[	Current Music	\|	Remembering Never - Serenading This Dead Horse	]

So uh, yeah I suck. I am pretty much the most naive person on the face of the planet. I am oblivious to the things around me, and when people point them out I either choose to ignore them, or just feel like I got punched in the stomach. Tonight many fears of mine were confirmed, and now I'm just like, man what a moron I was. I wonder if it would be best to confront (which I have tried 4 times tonight already, to no avail), or just ignore.

Big list of I'm sorries:
I'm sorry Mya. We talked about this earlier, but I think everyone needs to know that I was a moron to you.

I'm sorry roomates for being a douche and leaving and not believing any word you said because I chose to close my eyes and cover my ears and say LALALALALA!!

I'm sorry Haley for not believing you at first.

I'm sorry to everyone that got dragged into my drama a week or so ago (and it wasn't even worth it...guh)

I'm sorry wallet and car, for all the money spent and miles drivin (would it be driven? or is that the verb?).

I'm sorry to myself for allowing this to happen. Because it is just as much my fault as anyone else's, because I could have prevented it at any time.

I'm sorry...uh...Jesus. Yeah, that seems like a good choice.

[EDIT] And I'm sorry Amanda for being a douche to you as well.

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[Jul. 31st, 2004|04:24 pm]

[	Current Mood	\|	bored	]
[	Current Music	\|	From a Second Story Window - How London Got Its Fog	]

I go to defensive driving at 5:30 and it lasts until 9:30. I am going to be bored out of my mind.

I didn't get fired from work because I'm such a good guy.

Nothing happened at all today. I'm so very bored right now. I should finish my laundry I started on Saturday (ie fold the clothes).

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(no subject)	[Jul. 29th, 2004\|11:39 am]
I've always wanted to go on a spontaneous road trip. So I did. Saturday night I was on the phone with Denise and she was all, you should totally come here. And I was all, ok. I left at one in the morning. Next day I'm getting ready to leave so I can get to work at 11 and my effin car won't start. I almost freaked, but I called work and was like, look, my car won't start but I should be able to make it for my 5 o'clock shift. They said ok. When I was getting ready to leave the next time I got sick. I was all sweaty and I was like uhhhhh... Then I threw up. Denise wouldn't call in to work for me and I knew if I called they certainly wouldn't buy it, so I called my mom and got her to call in for me. I thought everything was gravy, but at the time I didn't care about anything because I fell asleep for about 6 hours after that. Later on that night Drew informs Denise through aim that I might need to start looking for a nwe job. He says that the managers KNOW I was in Mobile (I told them this, so duh), and they KNOW I wasn't sick. What a bunch of crap. They must have called Miss Cleo or something because me no being sick was total news to me. If I do lose my job it would be for the better. That place makes me miserable and I have been wanting a new job for a long time. That and supposedly a bunch of people are about to quit, so I dunno. Anyway, that's my post, and I will be home soon.
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Guns don't kill people. Kids that play video games kill people.

[Jul. 28th, 2004|11:22 pm]

[	Current Mood	\|	tired	]
[	Current Music	\|	Mortal Treason - Todd	]

Things that have happened since last update:
Me and Denise are cool now. Not cool in the sense of we are two cool kids who are cooler than everyone else, but cool in the sense of cool with each other and that makes me happy.
My Penny Arcade stickers FINALLY arrived. I put them all over my computer.
I reserved a copy of Doom 3 because I am a total nerd.
Clint gave Drew a mp3 cd with lots of good bands on it. Drew let me steal the music.
I bought volume 4 of the Berserk manga.
I am currently doing laundry. I put so many clothes in the washer it went off balance and I sat on it and when I talked it sounded like uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh. Way cool.
Tonight we paint Bill's room. Much fun shall be had.
I am a TOTAL text-messaging ninja at work. I am so effin creative with hiding it that it's not even funny.

That's all I can think of right now.

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Blockbuster Video, wow, what a difference!

[Jul. 22nd, 2004|04:00 pm]

[	Current Mood	\|	meh	]
[	Current Music	\|	Bleeding Through - On Wings of Lead	]

Woo boy, what a day.

First off, sorry for taking over everyone's friends list. That's me being an ass.

Second, Preston, can I have some Bright Eyes albums? (a joke)

Third, Showbread rocks. Seriously. I bought a shirt, 3 stickers, and a CD. They're good.

Fourth, swimming is fun. I'm about to go now.

Fifth, I almost lost my job today sending text messages. I'm that cool. Imagine your GM busting into the walk-in cooler while you are supposed to be getting some lettuce but you have a phone in your hand. Pants shall be soiled.

Sixth, I got pulled over last night. 83 in a 55. With a suspended liscense. I didn't get a ticket.

I just don't care anymore.

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(no subject)	[Jul. 22nd, 2004\|07:34 am]
I am such a child. Thank you Haley. I see that now. And that's not sarcasm. And I was apologizing for I don't know what. I figured something was obviously my fault (because it always is) and I was trying to fix it. Now for work.
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SHOWBREAD!!! again.	[Jul. 21st, 2004\|04:53 pm]
Me, Mya and Drew are going to see Showbread again tonight in Jackson. I'm taking my camera this time so I can make sure and get plenty of nifty photos. Drew and Mya will each have their cameras too, so there will lots of photographical fun for all!
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I don't know why my lip is bleeding...

[Jul. 20th, 2004|04:06 pm]

[	Current Mood	\|	exhausted	]
[	Current Music	\|	Bleeding Through - This is Love, This is Murderous	]

I just got done swimming. I think swimming is the best form of excersize because not only is it a full body thing, but you are basically fighting for survival.

Work today wasn't bad, except when I snapped at some people, but later on I explained why and apologized and they were cool with it.

There is a show at the Green Room tonight. I'm gonna show up late cause I'm taking Mya and she doesn't get off work until 9.

Me and Drew are probably gonna go running and swimming after the show because we are trying to be non-fatties.

My dog Sandy needs a haircut and a bath. She has these HUGE clumps of dirt tangled in her massive amounts of hair. I will try to get a picture of it later. It looks like she has a disease or something.

We were supposed to get tip shares at work today for being at the meeting on time last night, but the GM said she forgot and will probably have them tonight. I was kind of counting on that money to get me to the show tonight and possibly the show tomorrow.

I think I'm gonna play some more Tales of Symphonia now.

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